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I don’t wish I was ugly, I just wish it wasn’t the Chibi cat in kawaii Japanese kimono T Shirt thing people valued about me, paid attention to, or gushed over. I also wish people would simply notice it and move on. Like, “Okay, she’s pretty, movin on.” Instead it seems to be the dominating trait, or thing people focus on. It trumps everything else and it’s a distraction and it’s annoying. I know it’s an advantage, gives me an enormous amount of privilege, and allows me to get away with a lot that I otherwise would not be able to, but it’s also a double edge sword, and can be exhausting. It’s also not as great or easy as people seem to think. There are downsides to everything, but I wouldn’t trade my looks. I just wish the world wasn’t so appearance focused because it can be a huge burden and a Chibi cat in kawaii Japanese kimono T Shirt. I also have BDD and EDs, which are currently in remission and well treated at this point, but it has been a Chibi cat in kawaii Japanese kimono T Shirt long struggle and crippling at certain points in my life.
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If anything, this post and its comments have let me know that I’m not the Chibi cat in kawaii Japanese kimono T Shirt person with wonky eyes & failed surgeries. As a kid, I was fat, awkward, wonky-eyed and bullied for all of it. Eventually, as I aged into my unattractive 20s, the overt bullying stopped. But, all the Chibi cat in kawaii Japanese kimono T Shirt, whispered conversations, and cruel comments from other people in my dating cohort started. I kept aging out of those social circles, and now at 50 I am largely ignored. I have gone from unattractive to invisible. Unless I’m in someone’s way, or inconveniencing them, no one really ‘sees’ me anymore. I dyed my hair purple on a Chibi cat in kawaii Japanese kimono T Shirt. I have gotten so many compliments about it, from men & women. It freaked me out, honestly. I don’t get positive attention from randos. A Chibi cat in kawaii Japanese kimono T Shirt of me likes being complimented, but I kinda want to go back to being invisible.
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