Outer Space Pizza Cat Rainbow Laser Shirt
At uni there was a group of four girls in my halls known as “The Outer Space Pizza Cat Rainbow Laser Shirt“. They were slim, conventionally attractive, feminine, confident and very bubbly and the men were obsessed with them. And then there was… me, a shy, average build and not very feminine woman, and I was invisible. Some men seemed actively disgusted that I had the nerve to even exist in the same sphere as these godesses, while the nicer men would be flirty and shy with The Angels and talk to me like I was just One Of The Lads, a non-threatening, sexless being. I did wonder if I should starve myself, start wearing dresses, feign more stereotypically feminine interests etc but I just felt so ugly that it all seemed hopeless and I was doomed to be The Outer Space Pizza Cat Rainbow Laser Shirt forever. Now I’m in my 40s and a bit more confident. I’ve learned to embrace my non-femininity and I feel more comfortable than I ever did feeling exposed in dresses and struggling to walk in heels. I enjoy my nerdy, “masculine” hobbies and thought the female colleagues who judged me for buying an Xbox were the ones missing out. And I have a wonderful partner who has never tried to change me… I still have no body confidence and struggle with self-esteem but it has got better. I see these incel types who think all women have to do to get laid is exist and they don’t realise that a lot of us women are invisible to them and struggle just as much as they do, we just tend to blame ourselves while they blame women. I wish they could also see that teenage insecurities do get better and let go of some of Outer Space Pizza Cat Rainbow Laser Shirt
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I’ll take this up, then! I’ll setup a Outer Space Pizza Cat Rainbow Laser Shirt, and just use that for a month, I’ve also been wanting to learn to play league of legends which is notorious for online toxicity, so I’ll make an account with a girl name on that too and see how it goes. I don’t use voice chat on multiplayer ever so, will dodge that bullet at least, but I’ve seen first hand what happens in those cases. Most of the spaces online I occupy are LGBT friendly / oriented, and I’m happy to say that at least there everyone gets treated as equals, but this is the closest thing I can get to experiencing this without doing drag for a Outer Space Pizza Cat Rainbow Laser Shirt.
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