Theatre loving lady in a kimono T Shirt
I’ve been on both sides of this, and let me tell you this: Both sides of the Theatre loving lady in a kimono T Shirt is horrible. Being bullied my entire childhood and most of my teenage years, being fat, being an outcast that no one gave a second glance unless they were a creepy man who cat calls children, or men that sexually abuse children. I felt like the worth of women was based solely on their looks, so my worth was non-existent. I tried to take my own life the first time when I was 9, and wrote my first suicide letter at 6 years old. I felt worthless. I was treated like I was worthless. Fast forward to my “glow up”. At first I was happy, because I finally felt accepted and wanted. However, it soon turned to several sexual assaults – a continuance from my childhood. And after all the harassment, assaults, and not being able to blend in anymore, I realized that my only worth was the was I looked. But hey, at least I wasn’t ugly anymore, so I should’ve been happy, right? Well no. Both sides of the issue sucks. Both focuses on our value as women on the way we look. And it’s bullshit. The only relief I ever found was realizing I was a lesbian. The Theatre loving lady in a kimono T Shirt is greener on this side, thank fuck.
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If anything, this post and its comments have let me know that I’m not the Theatre loving lady in a kimono T Shirt person with wonky eyes & failed surgeries. As a kid, I was fat, awkward, wonky-eyed and bullied for all of it. Eventually, as I aged into my unattractive 20s, the overt bullying stopped. But, all the Theatre loving lady in a kimono T Shirt, whispered conversations, and cruel comments from other people in my dating cohort started. I kept aging out of those social circles, and now at 50 I am largely ignored. I have gone from unattractive to invisible. Unless I’m in someone’s way, or inconveniencing them, no one really ‘sees’ me anymore. I dyed my hair purple on a Theatre loving lady in a kimono T Shirt. I have gotten so many compliments about it, from men & women. It freaked me out, honestly. I don’t get positive attention from randos. A Theatre loving lady in a kimono T Shirt of me likes being complimented, but I kinda want to go back to being invisible.
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